The times in my life I felt the happiest and the most loved are the best times. These are the times I choose to remember. Lately these have been few and far between. Situations I don't care to discuss. One woman in my life holds my heart and for reasons out of my control Its been really difficult these past few years. I love her more than life itself. I just wanted all those memories back and new ones at that. Love by itself cannot keep a relationship together. Money and stability are also needed. I guess what I'm trying to say is I was given the chance to be with the one I was meant to be with and wasn't able to hold on. I hope and pray for this chance to come around again and I know there is no amount of how hard I'll stop at nothing to do it right this time. Life isnt worth going through alone. Companionship is a gift that alot of us take for granted. Without it I believe one can never be truly happy...


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